Hotel room

I just wanna

 Go home

And think about you

It’s cold outside and…

There is no one to

 Go home to

I just have a bed

And the company

Of your memory.

And the agony

Of

Happier moments

 Crawling through my mind.

I just wanna go home

And think about you

I’m cold inside

And…

with emptiness by my side

I have more room

For more pain

To rot

My soul.

The roots of my tears

Plant their blades

Into my heart

And tie a knot

Inside my throat.

I just wanna go home

and cry myself dry

Every day I try,

 All day long

I pretend I am fine

I smile.

But I can’t wait to go home

And…